lil snow hike

lets get back into more regular rides.

Toronto

Day 106 I’m goin home

Day 104

it's hard to explain how this feels.
I was feeling positive abt my knee the other day as it's been essentially 4 days of rest. But after 5 miles today i can tell it's not much better. l have two more days where im staying but it seems like this may take longer to heal than i thought- yet again.
maybe weeks.
We'll have to figure it out. Its hard to maintain faith in these moments.
Living in a basement alone for 4 days now takes its toll. It's easy to feel incredibly unnerved and panicked when | haven't felt strong and able in over a week now. The unknown is scary, i genuinely don't know how long my knee needs. And all the anxieties and lack of comfort is all the stronger now. But there have been many moments in this trip l've dealt with the panic and fear. I tell myself this is another, very big challenge, something i'll come out of better off.
It makes the eventual success all the more sweet. It may be hard to see now, but it will come eventually. Even if it may not feel like it in the moment.
But i can't deny it's fucking hard to deal with the possibility that my ability to finish this is in jeopardy

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